i tink it'll be a v good choice if i were to turn gay.

firstly, i probably stop worrying wad women tink of me. whether i'm a stable guy, a smart guy, a nice guy, resilient. i dun hav to care wad they think anymore. in any case, they alr dun really bother, y i try to make more effort?

secondly, i am rather positive i am seen in a positive light by more men than women. fkin hell, all women can only see me as a weird guy. or mayb i haven't met one who thinks i am normal. as for guys, they noe i am steady, i am alright, i am tanker, i expect highly of myself etc. women can only sae this fkin egotistic bastard.

thirdly, there will be the thrill of being gay, cos it's not accepted by society. so it's like a "hide and seek". of my relationship status. tink about it, since gay is still illegal and a taboo in singapore, if i become one, den got 刺激感.

ya sure. like as if it'll work. knn. mayb i shld juz shuddup and live life. but too bad, i am super conscious of my own self.