男人流泪比流血加倍心疼。

but why? i don't know. when i use naix, it's a good reminder. when i open wounds, i will lifesteal even more. when someone use naix against me, same thing. he will lifesteal me oso.

我做得不够吗？possibly. mayb u hate cold reading. haha. of course, who wants to be under control? but once again, think about it, freedom isn't free when there isn't some form of limitations.

i'm worried. i'm insecure. whenever certain events happen, my long-term memory is activated. yes, i think that's the dangerous part. the long-term memory. some things will lead to a reminiscence.

anw, i'm not so sure of my personal ability oso. to certain situations, definitely i can retain my rationality. but when the environment changes, the time changes, some other forces come into play. do u nid to mind? haha. like really la. if yall gave a shit, pretend nth is there. once u reckon there is something, it's like ghost. u'll always think there is a ghost.

it's robbery, i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me