messy messy. the world is rather messy.

u're dumped in the ocean. wad shld u do? start swimming. u're dumped in the jungle. wad shld u do? bash. u're dump in the city. wad shld u do? go clubbing. or so, i have seen. really, as much as i do want to disagree wif such notions and not conform, it's not easy to not conform.

choice 1. look normal. choice 2. stand out like a dick. choice 1, is safe. choice 2, pray hard. it's make or break. stand out, and become popular, hola wonderful ur life. stand out, and look wrong, hola ur life is gonna be totally wrong man.

who to believe? haha. rmb from earliest times, i always claim there's sth wrong wif plp. well, i dun tink i shld be doing so, esp wif my frens. all i can sae to ppl who wants to plp frens is: 神经病. hey, hi man. seriously, hi.

in any case, as for myself, i have experienced that if u were to seem friendly life's good on the outside. ppl see u as nice man quickly. the keyword here is quickly. do u demand that swiftness? if yes, den go ahead. it works, really. do i demand becoming frens wif ppl quickly? usually no. why so? haha, no pt explaining. cos ppl rather see me as quiet, introverted, madman. they rather juz see that and stop there. so as they talk to me more they are so surprised that their pre-conceived notions are so damn wrong. definitely, 1st impressions last, hence i'm still madman. but they see more dimensions than a quiet idiot.

let's hav another time to post haha... now no time.