很想和你再去吹吹风，去吹吹风，风会带走一切短占的轻松。

i'm looking forward to someday, someway. haha. when i probably find sth that i demand, something that wld provide my needs, and sth that drops from the sky just for me. that, is called a good dream.

but in any case, i'm supposed to be working hard now. but i hav a fat qn. does it mean, if i dun perform, i am a lousier human, less worthy? or even, does it make me a lesser human, an undeserving child? i'm not so sure u know, but the ppl around us do give us some sort of a barometric reading for what they see in us. and this is sick.

as i like to sae, ed attainment unfortunately means status. it's sick. i wld hav hoped i never had such great results. but that'll be irresponsible. by the same token, if this happens, i probably will be prohibited from doing wad i want.