老爹，你超烂也。。。。

最大的敌人是己。过不了这关，休想面对更极大的挑战。maybe i shld continue having war wif myself. maybe i shld stop having war and make peace within me.

either way, choices hav to be made, consequences will be around, juz like any other decisions that others face. haha. i nid a good weighing scale.