haiz. i duno wad's wif me these days. i tink i lost my confidence. my will. my ego. my determination. hu can tell me wad is happenin? mayb i still seem v optimistic abt stuff. but u tell me. i duno how to settle this prob anw.

let's get on wif this prob. somehow, if i dun get the trust or confidence of the people i want to have from, i will feel sad. mayb i'm perfectionist or wad. the ting is dat if this group of ppl dun gimme the encouragement, i will feel sad. u noe... den my confidence will b gone.

any1 hav any idea??