so i reckon there i hav my answer.

many think that religion is juz here to answer our needs, pacify our "religious" wants from a cruel, unkind world. to create a deception for ourselves to believe in.

really? is religion created?

if humans use religion, create a story for our own fun, that is so shallow.

today, i dun create my own fun.

ppl who choose to turn away from my god, they think humans themselves triumph god. their belief is in human.

i choose an unfailing god, the god who is and hence can declare he is the beginning and the end.

i hav confidence in such a god, and i wld hope many else will come to find god.

i live in a world of preconceived notions.

so much so that i have preconceived notions.

are they bad? more likely than not they are bad.

we can't rly prevent it.

but it exists. and when it exists, they may b against us very badly. in my situation, yea, yea, verily i tell u, it's against me.

but in spite of that, i know my beliefs (to some extent). and i am slowly discovering more.

and when someone point my mistake, i reflect. if i disagree because i am on right track, i will tell that person. we can live in disagreement. no problem.

i live wif alot of ppl who are in disagreement wif me. but do we fight every day? no. we each noe what we disagree about. but we never hate each other.

we will correct each other when we step out of line.

what is community service? clocking CIP hours, OCIP trips? getting into EXCO of CIP club? meeting ppl who do CIP? and at the end of the day, not understanding that one should give back to the society, but use it as an avenue to show ppl that our souls are cleansed?? or isit i've done so much for community hence i deserve a position where i am in authority to earn more money? i'm quite concerned wif who is policing the meritocracy today. isit ppl who bother about the society at large/ppl who want to contribute positively to society, or isit ppl who can perpetuate such a "price-signal", mammon-seeking society today?

sad.

humans are really of the world.

we can think of everything to hide ourselves from god.

god is searching for us, as he has searched for adam.

why are we hiding? learn from adam. adam confessed his sin.

if i am of beelzebub, why i work against satan?

for satan does not work against satan.

if we are of god, why we fk each other?

god shld not work against god.

but in matthew it teach me, if my brother goes wayward, i muz bring him back on the right track. if buay gam, bring few ppl raise up to see who is on the right track and correct each other from there. but if still buay gam and 1 side is wrong, and dowan to change, then let us juz b of different belief.

we seek the truth, but are we seeking the right end point? and are we using the right tools to see the right end point?

many ppl are using their home-made tools to reach their preferred end point, riding on "holy" objects for their backup.

we like to interpret things the way we want it to.

argument. what is argument? it is but a discourse intended to persuade. but many of us take it negatively, as it usually persuades us away from our comfort zone.

we hav, admittedly, a right to stay in the comfort zone. as long as it seems right to us, we wld definitely wan to stay there, than going somewhere else which makes no sense.

yup, i understand that totally. i can't bring someone else into my shoes, i can only try to make that person see how i am feeling in my shoes, and hopefully he wld giv it a try because it is good.

we are not the ones who save ourselves. we can't. we have no power.

many of us love to cleanse our souls by doing good deeds, positive deeds. but does that save us? doing more good than bad, gives u nothing. there's nothing good out of juz doing good. cos u will still do bad. the pursuit of good juz to feel good, is in itself, a problem. it's already like perpetuating ur ego.

we do not become holy by our own means. u show me if u can.

he that hath ears, let him hear.

having reflected as a soldier, some words of stupidity i muz sae.

some things once lost, always lost. there is a need to uphold, value, treasure certain things which are close to our heart. never take these things for granted. who knows what may come tomorrow?

we are usually self-centred. it's impt that our own agenda should not drive our lives too much, as it's gonna cause problem for poeple around u.

but as humans we hav these tendencies, worse still when we dun realise it.

the self is fragile, yet we like to believe in it.

many a time two heads are better than one, but we like to neglect this synergy whenever we are striving for the fame, power, money, glory.

haha...it's never too healthy.

lord we are sinners.

i admit i'm one. it's only thru ur son's sacrifice on the cross for our sins that we are able to live, eternally. and also it's through ur grace that we are saved.

not anything else, not anything we do. but only through ur grace we are saved...

lord thank you for this precious gift, precious gift of life.

i pray that many else will receive it as well. pray that u will open others' hearts unto ur spirit...

that they may live eternally with u and have communion with u. pray that they will not b separated, apart from u due to sin, sin from lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes, and the pride of life...

lord, humble us, that we may continually see we are but sinners which only can be saved through ur grace.

pray that u will deliver us from evil.

for thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory for ever and ever... i pray in jesus' precious and holy name, amen.

funny.

so they decided to "ration" seats.

the gospel has always been for all to hear. not for exclusive lot.

not for rich lot. that's the only reason y it is made for any disgusting fella...
u tink when u're rich god bless u? i tell u possibly god blast u oso. giv money to those who can't handle the money is as gd as god blast them.

believing in god is not making all ur material wants be fulfilled, ur emotional craving, not even ur family.

believing in god is submitting to His will, humbly. u humbly accept wadeva shit or good shit god has given u. u dun believe in god cos he will give u wad u wan.

hello. if u can't accept the bigger will, u're missing the picture altogether...