i am compelled to do abit of toking about ppl. very irritating. is not like it's free in the world for every1 to listen. for some ppl, getting others to do tings 4 u is very difficult. or to even take ur offer. but for others, they can just fart, and then ppl will sae o my baby, god save the king, we nid to action now and do as he farts. well. there is nothing free wad anyway. so for ppl like me, not so good wif ppl, i must make extra effort when asking others to do tings for me, or even accompanying me i put in extra effort so that i will not disappointed, and the other person oso not.

another ting which is not easy for me. some ppl are very good at toking in front of a crowd. this is sth that i cannot do properly. or even getting many ppl to do sth. e.g. getting a support of 50 ppl? not so easy for me. cos i dunno how to tok appealing to everybody, as in as a whole. some ppl cos they duno how, but they like to do, in the end ppl dun like that guy. e.g. some teachers, they are supposed to teach, and some enjoy teaching. but unfortunately these ppl duno how to express themselves such that student will like to listen, and in the end every1 lose respect. sae lesson boring, teacher teaching nonsense, teacher teach cannot understand. etc. no choice. sometimes, it's not a magic that u can suddenly noe how to do emceeing, mass coordination, or even get a person to listen to u. wad are u best at? mass, or get person to listen to u?

for me i cannot do mass. and i oso dun like mass. many ppl like to be in a mass. cos there will not be good frens in a mass, and then there will be competition. they like to show they are the best in a mass. useless bastards. u tink show off power = very powerful? heh. ok lor. and for some ppl i oso dun like to be around, esp these ppl hu like to show power in a mass, and in private wif u oso dowan to admit sux. cos they are liddat in a mass, i cannot overcome the barrier of competition wif these ppl. so i dun like to b with them. i prefer small grp or only another person. liddat there can be no competition barrier, and only the speaking of true feeling. and not 虚伪 feeling.

blah blah. 睡觉睡多一些，不然一开学就没有精神了。而且有那些无聊透顶，中日来下别人，讲开学过不懂几天就考试，讲他已经读了不懂那一项目等等，令别人慌张六神无主。连老爹也被这些人有所影响。但是大家，请小心，不要因为他们这样，你想给他们看你多厉害，而没有去温习功课。他们要早紧张是他们的事，你有信心是你家的事情。有些东西是由你来决定，不要每次看到别人就有样学样，你这样做只会显露你愚蠢的性格，给人家觉得你是潮流的狗儿。

sian. i nid mental help. haha. although i always sae other ppl nid mental help. suddenly i nid. due to weird pressure. difficult to explain.

i was never a linguist, and i duno whether if i can become 1. so this stops me from being the philosopher. but it does not stop me from giving ideas.

u c in life, there is something called fair. but in fair, there must be unfair. here i will state a few examples. maybe it's repeated, but nvm. 1st e.g. there are ppl on earth that are good in maths, good in science, good in language, good in humanities, good in sex, good in cumshot. but this is not a fair distribution, if u factor in the thing called hard work. people who are good in maths only, must work hard to become good in language. similarly, people who are good in languages must work hard to become good in maths. but this is not exactly fair. language is more of a talent than maths. maths is sth that many can do if he does maths 24/7. to learn a language is harder to learn than a maths or science, esp bio where mainly memory work can bring u to a better than average level. so it is unfair. u good in language, and then u spend ur 24/7 doing maths and science, but u dun hav to study language, since it cant be studied and in the end u get better grade than other ppl. at the end of the day, depending on wad sort of education system, if u tok about s'pore educations system, u good in language, then life is so fair for u. but if u good in science and maths, then this ed system u will sae sux, cannot let u fulfill ur potential.

next e.g. ppl can be good at acting, some ppl good at working hard and efficiently, some ppl good at talking. a best person will be one that work efficiently, but can talk very well also. this will be owning. but unfortunately in our screw up world, on the surface, most ppl will look up to a s2pid person who can talk very well. rather than a person who works very hard but cannot sell himself or even advertise abit of his own prowess. some even better, able to manipulate ppl's mind by use of literature online, hard copies, wadeva. ppl who cant talk, but work very hard, they will hav a very disadvantage over ppl who are convincing. so, within another fair place, there are unfairness.

there are little tings in life that are fair. not only concerning work life. concerning recreational stuff there can be unfair oso. just like if u play soccer, u may not have the best technique, but u work hard, u can become a player of a certain standard. some people have the vision and thinking, but without technique, they may look like idiots. while those with the best technique, but they dun hav brains, they will be seen as gods in soccer. there are some idiots like this, think that cos they can dribble 10 ppl in 1 go and score, they tink they are the best players. but unfortunately, that is an attribute of a s2pid player. if a smart tackler come and find this guy, most likely this guy will go crazy and shout vulgar at that smart defender. but unfortunately, all s2pid football fans will sae the defender is a noob, while that dribbling guy is a pro. sorry, good technique can bring u fame, but brains will bring the winner out of u. but the winner may not be recognised for free, so it will depend on the intelligence of ppl watching.

even sex is unfair. here i'm toking about str8 sex. that means only 1 man 1 woman. can fair meh? usually 1 person is in control. missionary man in control. lapdancing depends on hu doing. usually the woman. then ppl will sae 69 very fair. but i tink no. 69 where got fair. the person la ji bai oso so difficult. muz open until clitoris. and then not fair on the person who is on top or below oso.

so where is fair in the world? haha. u can bluff urself sae the world very nice to you, but at the end of the day the world isn't so nice la. but u muz learn to live with the world. or else u fail.

i just remembered to tok about shiok over that biotech fair. at last after blady 2 years of doing work now i get some award. and i duno where's the cheque. but good ting is i get to feel the blady shiok over winning that cao scgs group. which incidentally got some girl from my church. but i dao her one. i care sia. dat time win liao den some more kope our procedure. last time they only do wad measure zone of inhibition come win me. ok lor. this time wif extra marketing heng get a merit. just that i was pist wif the s2pid honky judge. if it was other more s2pid judge it would be better. that honky was the worst person i've ever seen as a judge. and the other idiotic guy oso. the indian woman lived up to her name by being a judge and saying some cock, but that's nice haha. aitc. muz follow the trend. but the honky really pist me off. nehneh. well, at least got revenge over that scgs grp and then win merit. haha

老朋友，你发什么神经？不会给我那个作业叫我今晚作。偏偏要霸占我那一两小时的时间干你的东西。无聊。搞到老爹无法好好利用明天的宝贵时间。而且，你的态度可说是令人恶心，可恶。最近发生什么事情？真是的。连交待一些事情也不想交待好，一点点事情就怒气冲冲，用恐吓计逼人听你。这是一个很大的冒险你知道吗？我相信多数你的学子会考得理想的成绩，但是在这过程中，你可能牺牲别人怎么看待你。。。

anyway. i would like to address duno how many topics. 1 is about ns. since chan tok about it during ihc lesson. u c i tink now many ppl are tinking i'm a s'pore radical. actually not so true. if s'pore wan to keep up defence, it shld start telling muds to go and study harder for army stuff, rather than telling muds to b the saikang warrior. upgrade them. and they shld stop getting top jc ppl become officer, or at least get less jc ppl become officer and get smarter yalams to go and b officer. this would upgrade everybody. and those smarter jc ppl after army can go and make their big big cash. isn't this a good contribution? dam lame. i don't mind serving 2 years, and i dun mind doing sth stupid during army. as long as i dun go there and do extra hiong stuff. cos i'm not siao one. some ppl so happy go commando. for me i duno. i dun tink i shld. i not so power person one. and make sure if u wan commando u are mad one.

another ting. i dun tink ppl shld complain too much about serving 2 years in the army. it's sort of u noe contributing to defence. i dowan s'pore fall under wad indon, malaysia etc. china den too bad la of course. but m'sia and indon, bo hua sia. so shld serve. and anw our s'pore army usually not used for defence wad. it's for plp jobs. which is very good. u c they hav problem we donate cash, we donate human army ppl go over. juz hope that when i army no disasters and i send over can liao. but s'pore system of plp shld b good enuff to save us for some time, so i tink serving in the army nvm la. as long as i dun lag too much in study as za bor can lioa. as i said, if we allow yalams to upgrade, then i dun see the problem. like my bro last time got a clt, now is some duno wad ndu pro kia or wad. but he abit siao one la. dat's y ndu.

i tink s'pore kids shld not sae army waste time etc. i tink shld go there and tok enuff cock, learn more nonsense and go out. cos that's like some of the times can tok cock even though it's shit u are doing. but it's abit screwed up la the system. dat's wad i dun like. they have a total s2pid system inside, cannot tok too much cock to bosses or wad. dat is very lame. cos as a good boss u shld be talking more to the small ppl. den this is good wad. erps. but wad eva la. i tink s'pore kids shld not have the mentality that ns is totally useless. there's at least some use to it. and esp when u dowan to get dominated by m'sia or indon. seriously.

http://haemophiliacs.blogspot.com/

this is a blog made by my bro's fren. shld i sae acquaintance. incidentally it's yang cheng's brother. he's haemophilic, so well. dunno wad to sae. later very insensitive.

but as i said all the time we shldn't discriminate. even if that guy is lousier, has a brain problem, we shld all give chance to them, allow changing time or wadeva u call it, let them fit in if u're comfortable. if not dun xialan them i tink it's good enuff. some ppl always tink cos they better, they smart etc, they start to xialan other ppl. that is a act of a loser.

wa peng you. let me ask u. are u changing for the better or for the worse? 对阿，我承认，这里有言行自由，但是你认为你的选择正确吗？突然间变成那么奇怪，宪法古怪，言行举止变那么多，真是令老爹担心。虽然你家的事与我无关，但是我看到你这种变化我也担忧。

suddenly, try to become very sexy, very man, imposing ur power on others. u tink liddat very power meh? make u a better person meh? 还是你现在在准备改变成吃马铃薯的人？如果此句是对的话，请你不要再令周围的人担忧。让老爹送个机票给你，去哪里都好，不管伊朗，伊拉克，美洲，南美，算我送你过去。。。个览哦，我几时开始送人几千块的东西。但是我认为，大家要当心，而且，帮忙劝劝周围的朋友，不要让他们掉进不务正业的陷阱，恶域。not that i want to sae, i feel very perturbed by some ppl they lose themselves in the music the moment they own it. or shld i sae nowadays more applicable is they lose themselves in the dance nonsense songs the moment they can hear it and then never regain their control. can regain control good. but cannot, then well. it is disturbing to me, even though their business not for me to care.

i wonder y ppl like to look for superficial relationships. they like to show power power, but still wan to remain fren. wad nonsense. and some even worse. they wan good relationship, but they abuse the good relationship and power around. and in the end they never care about others, juz abandon the good relationship for superficial so that can go around power power and dun care about other ppl feeling. awww. so sad.

but unfortunately this is life. it's nonsense. u can only find no nonsense with a few ppl only. as usual. the world is black, and the hearts are cold. but there's something only love can do

刚才一些精彩的事情发生。第一，走火入魔。winterbells each bell 5500++. yea i noe the gay sht got 75000 per bell. but a non nelly like me achieve 5000 is very good

next, when i go home frm hd house after swim, was toking to this half blind guy. weird stuff. never tok to one b4, some more dat guy so uncle. i thought i was a nice person sia, help blind ppl wait bus.

den juz now watching china vs china. all quite nice. but actually b4 dat i was watching some men q-final croat guy vs swede. not bad. very fast change direction and ball very fast oso. shiok. only i tink the women final can match dat. s'pore all those so slow actually compared to men. not dat i sexist but i tink it's the truth. some tings that women better than men are like only those sync diving swimming and dancing and wad gym stuff. haha.

大家，我们应该学会包容。如果我们不会包容，社会就会像一粒大便。从小，我就跟比我笨的马来人长大。我跟他们学会怎样踢球。虽然他们不是什么聪明的，我没有埋怨他们，讲他们笨，没有用等等，因为他们有他们的长处。但是一些人，很像是没有与较笨的人交流沟通过，终日觉得自己最聪明，最厉害，已经达到最高境界，不会包容比较笨，或者说没有用的人。这种态度真是令人失望。就因你是其中一个最厉害的人，不代表你就是最有权利的对吗？有时候你们应该去想想，虽然你很聪明，能做很多伟大的事情，可以引人注目，但是你是否有准备一个可以多多学习的心理吗？

as an elite, it is up to u whether u wan to understand or interact wif the s2pid ppl. but y u cant even accept these ppl in the society? i feel extremely irritated wif such tings. e.g. some kids tink they come hc then tink they big liao, no nid to giv their yalam neighbour a dam. wad nonsense. can't tolerate them cos they brown colour or they s2pid? so disapppointing. also another one. worse. elitism of the elitism. in good sch lioa, but only tok to those who are smarter, and dun bother about ppl hu are more s2pid and tink they are useless. erps. how far can u go my fren? okla, since u are liddat, den let me tell u la, u best, u power, u smart, u pro. alot of ppl chiong u eh cos u look very nice. but unfortunately, 老爹我如今看穿你的那个恶心的心怀，发现你其实是那么缺乏包容之心的小朋友。如果你连自己的比较笨的朋友都不能接受，我在想，以后你出去做工，你会有什么下场？哈哈。恐怕一天你坐上高职位，接受不了笨的同事。。。海水不能抖量，人不可貌相，但是我说，出到了别的地方，你真正的性格就会渐渐的显露出来。哈哈哈。让老爹看到了你的真面目，我真是心满意足。为什么，你不要早些显露你的 style? 那么老爹就不须要等半年才彻底的认识你。

anw those hc idiots watching ladies closely, watch out. ur eyes are enjoying fully, but i tink once u find out wad is happening, i hope the situation not too late. haha. so sad.