不能是情人就让思念自生自灭 ...

much time has passed. still wondering wad i've missed out. still wondering whether i'm conducting myself properly. still wondering... if this shld b the way i shld b living my life.

wad am i looking for? to be honest. wad am i craving? isit some material thing? isit some intangible? isit revolving about others? isit revolving about other temptations?

thou mofo.

do less, talk much, backstab, talk bad. and sae until as if it is to allow for ppl to do less and achieve more.

in fact, it's all such lousy thinking that gets everyone fucked. do i rly believe u?

but sadly, at the end of the day u may wield alot of support. y worry? ur conscience... i wonder. who u answer to? u answer to only simplicity.

well. after a while, getting abit more used to stuff.

no choice. sometimes you'll see the light. relax. why b so hiong?

we hav to do wad we need to do. more than that, mayb we're really interested. or mayb we're really ok wif doing abit more. or mayb, we need to show off to others that we really can be that hiong.

but...sometimes i see past it. no need to act. no need to do more juz to look like i'm damn good? i look good, mayb sometimes it's cos i'm really good.

sadly in life, others choose to b cynical. they'd think, knn la... why this dat this dat. sometimes, it's really this dat dis dat. bo bian wad. i oso kena this dat. how shld we handle it, it's up to ourselves. i see many taking it upon their lives. i see many taking it upon others. is there a nid to blame someting for a failure? is there something to blame. the word is BLAME. need? i dun see it.

if u could prevent the failure, u wld not blame others. if u didn't, dun blame others.

let us not act too great, by putting some blame and claiming thereafter we're helping.