jonj aura pls come back to me. y did u wan to change to 3 fingers? i tot u were happy wif 2 fingers? suddenly not enuff pleasure nid change position so suddenly use 3 finger?

heh. 2 fingers mastered. but it seems that this method will b reserved for the extra hook style. less aggressive hook will nid the 3 finger hook. but most advanced level of hook is gonna b those straight one. nid master, sensei, boss to teach me. nooooooooooooo. maybe shld joke. buy plastic which has flareeeee.

haiz. if i had the chance to invest more time in bowling. IF. now sch gonna start soon. looks like a good chance wil b during chalet, which i will turn into my personal bowling retreat. sorry frens, but u will c a fkin nelly. when was a sociable person? maybe during certain food events, and certain games. heh.

Michael Learns To Rock - Whatever it may take

nice song. it's to a person. but i shldn't sae hu. in case ppl wan hav weird tinking

erpz. any bowling tips for a noob 3 finger bowler? gg man. after making the decision to b a good boy and use 3 finger, epic failed. fail like crap. if u are reading here and u use 3 fingers to bowl hook, pls giv some advice.

i was wondering. how big are hooks? muz it b sexy one like wad i wan? heh. that one is the only type of hook i master. the fat hook. and my ball is actually made for the fat hook, medium oil lanes. dry lanes the hook will gg.

but well. why ppl cant become smart? rather than investing in 20 balls, they shld allow multiple drilling. then 1 ball can play on any conditions cos they are drilled such that the hook is controlled. maybe those nellies in bowling went to research. i duno?

we'll see in time to come. meanwhile, i hav decided to b humble, and join bowling as a floor oiler. and not a pro.

shit. fk shit eat shit cock shit dick shit smegma la. mouth cracking again. maybe due to 10 days not eating medicine? sian. now there are a few nice horizontal and vertical cracks. now instead of attracting i'm like repeling. let's giv up the dreams.

lao die has lost his ??, let's start a brand new story now, my cock.

was just wondering. that time someone said to me, if u are a scholar, ur mindset is very good. confirm will succeed. i wonder is that true?

from many ppl i heard, who are in jobs now, scholars all s2pid idiot one. hav all the degree, blah blah, phd, but fail. fail in terms of tinking hav these ppl, fail in terms of interpersonal, fail in terms of business mindset etc. all sorts oso hav. but the ting they dun fail is in money. cos of their qualifications, they get more cash than dog workers who are 20 times more creative, better in interpersonal skills better in presentation. after this i was wondering, why are they scholars? is this a scholar? so blur. of course we cant discount that there are good scholars around. but i seem to hear, scholar rise up faster, get more money, but most of them are not good leaders or thinkers.

many ppl wan to be scholar, so that they can earn much money. so they in sch now, they plp, do everything to impress uni to giv them scholarship. or govt oso. very weird. but i was wondering, why i was even asked to apply scholarship, when i never even bother to plp. of course, i wouldn't mind applying scholarship. the money i can use to pay many things like bowling, books, or wadeva cca it is. and i heard if gt extra u can make merry. the thing y i dowan to become scholar is cos of pressure from myself. i see so many scholar fail, ppl complaining of fail scholar but earning more cash and rising faster, i scared i am gonna turn into such a scholar. and get 看贬. and i will wan to prove myself as a true scholar. when i tell ppl this, they tell me if i scholar i will b useful, cos of this mindset. but i tell u, normal human will tell me le sot diao ar?

well, i wonder how u tink. how must a scholar think? sit down and earn money or prove that u are as useful as ur qualifications? irresponsible idiots will sae sit down and earn money after getting all the degree through scholarship. if u do agree with me.

i'm comin down with a heartache tonight,
only you can make it right,
If i can be with you holding you tight,
there will be no mornimg light

everywhere i turn i see your face
reminding me of a higher place,
everytime you smile, angels cry,
everytime you walk on by

i'm not the only one feelin lonely,
everytime you walk on by,
i try to say something, but end up with nothing,
everytime you walk on by,everytime you walk on by

i keep my cool, i pretend i'm not in
everytime you come too near( oh yeah),
I'm such a fool coz, this love is true
and if i don't tell you someone else surley will

everywhere i turn i see your face
reminding me of a higher place,
everytime you smile, angels cry,
everytime you walk on by


yar wad. never see b4 ppl feeling sian diao. i duno if i shld put here many stuff. better nt la. later got some idiot never c such thing b4 大惊小怪。but wad can i do? i know they say if u love somebody, u shld set them free. but it sure is hard to do. isn't it? well sometimes liddat one. too bad. work forward. but u too sian to even walk forward. heh. u tell me where can i find a person or place to bluff myself. bluff myself the world is all about balls and bowling. maybe like yao la. hoi ar sex is bad ar. i will find a method to reproduce for human without orgasm and sex. yes i'm sure. all animal nid sex then can reproduce. even frog muz cum themselves and shoot eggs. i duno la. when ppl mind is mess up u will type nonsense. hahahhahahhaahahahha

erpz. how's life boys. sian diao la nowadays. move house here there. move lioa go turkey come back immediately move again. make me feel as if i never throw enuff balls.

when i hav enuff cash my bowling ball inside u got c b4 skull ball? i put 1 j head 1 straight man head inside. ahh. good for health. hav a laugh during comps. that will b fun. if nid copyright i pay them cash can liao. ok that will b when i work.

lucky never tio shot in turkey. that is cos that country is secular. whew. politics and religion not 2gether. so u dun c ppl in white robes talking politics.

anyway if u wan to go to turkey, u may not find so interesting. maybe food. i didn't like their food actually. most la. cos all sour like worse than eating lime. the yoghurt, cheese this type of stuff all tasted worse than cheese. smegma. and then they eat wad. everyting soak in vinegar or olive oil. salad in olive oil or vinegar.... heh. i avoid all this. my staple food there was like wad. pepper. their chilli powder oso like tio soak b4 in that vinegar or wad.

another ting. u must b interested in like history, agriculture, and the abrahamic religions. that is christianity, islam, judaism. cos all the historical building there all concern this type of religion one. and some buildings are like for trader in the past to hide from bandit one. along silk road la. so they muz put buliding so they dun tio rob.

overall not bad la. all those buildings. but if u not interested in this type of thigns u may not like going there... but i will sae ok cos got those religion stuff.

u do sth, in the end u dun get much out of it. ppl sae, aiya experience ma. o yes. is experience very impt? juz look at sex. u go geylang, pay money, sex. ya. u dun get much. maybe an std. got use meh? u experience wad? sth useless like std. smart. haha. but sometimes muz b optimist la. i noe sometimes, wad attach to uni researcher. liddat then hav use. but u attach and then dun get deal i feel wasted. very sad. no money no job. how hua? up to u to decide.

i duno. i very pessimistic one. i dun like means i dun like. u may not like me. but i never expected me to like my pessimistic nature. hahahahahahhahahahahhaha

......... i never knew puke was so smelly. never knew seriously




anw, it's every man for himself

naughty boy. one day plp. next day den 翻脸. impressive. using mouth to win ppl so easily? nothing to do. it's good and bad in the sense. u shut ppl else mouth. but did u understand u s2pid idiot, what do u gain? tok tok tok win others, ya u may get cash. in the end u learn anything? o mouth very big means cash is flowing. is that good for health? maybe for u.

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anw regarding another topic. naughty boys eh. act smart then after that change mind dowan act smart. act pro liao then after that decide dun act pro then act s2pid. c'mon la it is difficult to deny knowledge. juz like some ppl, it is difficult to deny character. once u smart, means u smart. cannot deny isn't it? u try deny. after that in the end will fail one. u humble means u humble. deny humble and go boast? ppl will tink u siao gao. but of course, for certain negative character trait, u muz try to deny. good characteristic dun deny. ppl will tink u idiot act humble only. but u true humble then nvm, but u still muz sae, but not boast. for negative character, when ppl spot, ahhhh. what is ur reaction? we'll see. i duno wad to sae anw. cont another time, and if i do rmb wad i type.

terrorist naughty. naughty. attack here attack there. threat here threat there. i duno wad's wrong. but i believe islam is not so bad religion. isn't it? promise those ppl some virgins in heaven, brainwashing, and ta da. magic. let's go whack ppl. we'll see. i duno wad's gona happen, but.... hahhahahahahaaa. i duno wad's the future. but as christians sae, i may not know the future, but i know who is controllling. if it is god's will that i die, then bye bye lor. we cant do anything wad.

juz like commando drowning, can swim, everything. but suddenly drown. and maybe he's christian. then wad can i sae? too bad. seriously. god sae u die, means u die. heh. juz like if god happy, sae tmr ahh u shall heart attack. i can do anything? interesting eh

when was life easy? but unfortunately, if u c tings from different angle, u will noe. hu wins? maybe nobody. one becomes stupid, but ppl c as clever. the other is actually clever, but is seen as s2pid. giv u 1 example. there is a talent in humanities, can debate, talk, propaganda, everything. but unfortunately, he decide to pit his wits against this nel hu studies sciences, and not those theory one. those facts/convention type. then the nel sae all the stuff of facts, e.g. photosynthesis, wad acid-base reaction. the talent in humanities can do wad? nothing wad. there is nothing to debate here. and then the nel decide to xialan the humanities pro. and hu wins? humanities pro may be that type of analysis pro, he noe he nel oso can, but the nel beat him to nelling 1st. so the nel wins.

but the nel, s2pidly doesn't noe that he is s2pid. and xialan the humanities pro. so ppl see wa this nel imba sia. ximbal. but in this world, somehow, we treasure this type of nel more. naughty ppl, hav good life, excel in everyting. but well, one day if the humanities pro becomes more well-liked, and the nel is exposed, things may change. but in this world not so easy. duno why. the nel usually all very happy one. all very eng. very heng oso. somehow they will not b seen as idiot hu never care about others. well we hav many e.g. juz like young nels from a certain cca. nel nel nel, other ppl can do sth else, but unfortunately these other ppl 无用武之地, so they are phased out and then seen as lousy ppl. hahahhahahahhahahahhaaahhaahah

turn to channel 7 at a quarter to 8 u c the same damn thing it's just a different day and no one really knows but this is happening.

we come into this world, and we are all the same. or are we??? why do we need ppl to be born with certain characterisitics, which are apparently much more favoured? we love ppl hu plp. they succeed better in life. they juz do all those, fulfill all the criteria, plp, do this do that tok to teacher do big scale proj. isn't it? and then there's this bunch of ppl even worse. never do anything, open mouth, mesmerise ppl, and then get things. why? why we don't like those who slog their asses away, in the end ppl wif big mouth, or look nicer outside, they can win these hardworking ppl? very weird.

But the world is black, and hearts are cold, and there's no hope, that's what i'm told. yes, the world is black, we have the lucky, the smart, the talented, the tyco, the idiotic, the mouth. it is black because ppl can surpass other ppl by not doing anything. even i am black. i can surpass other ppl in music. some ppl surpass other ppl in wanking. i duno. some surpass in creativity. isn't it. where is fairness? ppl who ork hard may not get what they want in the end. and oso non-conformist oso difficult life. seriously. if u had been refusing to conform to things that you feel are stupid, u will understand. those who plp hav a much easier life, while u stand firm to ur values and beliefs and fail. agree?

wad is successful? using brain, mouth, be dog, ka jiao others, wank? i duno. wad is successful to u? for me i not sure. i duno wad is succesful. but i do noe fail. wad is fail to me? fail means a time to wake up and then start to work and get better. that's how u get better. u success all the way, and then confirm u will fail as person. cos u too successful u tell others they will sae idiot are u here to b funny wif me?

get slapped on the face, and u will udnerstand. that's how i learn. by getting slapped, by failing. dun aim success all the time. but i hav a problem. i like to put success the bar very low. is that bad or good? i duno. but it make me happy. but the problem is other ppl later better. then i will not happy. it's ok. the brain is supposed to work in a weird way. but i tink the problem here is that i'm typing incoherently, so i tink no one will understand wad i'm saying here. hehehehehh.

This world is not my home, I'm just passing through
My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
The angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore


Chorus

O Lord you know I have no friend like you
If Heaven's not my home, then Lord what will I do?
The angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

They're all expecting me and that's one thing I know
My Savior pardoned me and now I onward go
I know He'll take me through, though I am weak and poor
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

Chorus


Just up in Glory Land we'll live eternally
The Saints on every hand are shouting victory
Their song of sweetest praise drifts back from Heaven's shore
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore


chorus